Month 8, cycle day 4... Yeah, if you're following these random postings then you already know exactly what that means... ARGHHHH! BOOO HISSS BOOO!! Now that we've gotten that out of the way...
I'm having a teeny-tiny pity party for myself this evening. It's the darnest thing to have your body let you down month after month after month. SERIOUSLY! We've overcome a lot of obstacles to get here and now my ancient oves (as in ovaries (if there was any doubt)) aren't stepping up to the plate. BUSTERS!
Despite it all, when you stop and think about it -- and I just did -- "here" is actually not that bad. In fact, it's pretty friggin' awesome ["frawesome" - did I just invent a new word?!]. I mean, I'm married to a man who told me in 2004 that he was never getting married. I'm trying to conceive with a man who told me in that very same conversation in 2004 that he didn't want anymore kids and was having a vasectomy to ensure that.
HOLY MOLY! God is so good! I'm a firm believer in the notion that people can't change other people... but God can... and He worked that change of heart for little old me. So how could I waste time being discouraged??
WOW! It's amazing how a few thoughts translated into a few sentences can change your whole mood and outlook, you know?!
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